After venting I felt better. But still upset. Got in a big fight with muffin man but he told me that since he's so in love with me he has trouble staying mad at me for long. So our fight lasted maybe a half an hour and we ended up bbming for three hours! He gave me a little slap of reality of how miserable I am.
But... I talked to my uncle today and he told me to evaluate my job, and find out exactly what I hate about my job, ie. the people, the atmosphere, the work itself, and make a plan to fix it.
Then he told me a story that really made me realize what a brat I was acting like. My cousin is a cop in the worst possible section of brooklyn. He just arrested a 13 year old girl for beating up her mom. And guess what. She was 4 months pregnant with the mother's boyfriend's baby!!! Ugh, how sad and sickening is that???
I think God gave me a gentle smack today. Be thankful for what you have and the blessings I have given you is the message I got. After speaking to all my siblings and mother, I got more money than any of them and none of them complained.
So... Thank you God
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I think you're going to end up just fine, Friend. Just fine. Merry Christmas and may you have a very Happy and New year.
ReplyDeleteThe thing is to have other things to think about, and then it's possible to not dwell as much on our own problems. I've never had anyone I loved as much as you love the muffin man! You and he are very special.
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