To start off you should know... I am in love with my broker who is married and I cannot be with him. Therefor my heart is torn. We've been FIGHTING for days now! But I had to "keep it together" and treat him as I would any other broker I work for. That lasted until about 12, when I couldn't take his childish silent treatment anymore. I wanted to just scream at him right there in front of everyone and say "I have the right to feel the way I feel and you make me feel like a horrible human being for feeling that way!!"
Then I realized, my thoughts for him change like the friggin waves change the water. I have so many thoughts and feelings that I'm all over the place! I feel like a crazy person!!
Then I remembered a quote. The symptoms of falling in love are the same as mental illness.
There's somethin to think about!!
I'm crazy!!! crazy in love!
Wow, I never saw that written down before. "The symptoms of love being the same as mental illness". That helps to explain a lot of things.
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