One of the reasons I believe in past lives. Experiences like these:
I'll never forget this one night I babysat for kids in my preschool class. This is going back about ten years. And god how old am I that that was ten years ago?
My older brother is a genius. IQ: 163. And like most geniuses, something was not right in his head. Crazy. He dissected the number zero for a few years. He could tell you all about it and it made you feel so stupid. But when hed get drunk to numb himself, the crazy talk would start. Ill never forget the stories about the people on the planet "O" years of that! Lol! The people on planet "O" were fascinating to say the least.
One of my brother's talents was playing the piano. He was so good! He would practice and practice. I remember his goal was to learn and memorize the entire song: moonlight sonata. There was something about that song. It gave me the creeps, but it touched my soul. I begged him to teach me how to play it. But being crazy, he only had patience to teach me the opening of the song. I would and still, play it over and over, as if its a song itself.
The amazing thing is what happened the night I babysat. After the kids went to bed, I went right to the baby grand piano to fool around on the keys. There's nothing like playing a piano. Its so moving. My soul and spirit can feel every key, every note, I become one with the music.
Sure enough ot wasn't long until I started to play the intro of moonlight sonata. I started to play it once, twice, three times each time it seemed creepier, darker, deeper. By the fourth time, my spirit traveled. I was in a another dimension! I was right there when the song was written. I felt what he felt, I heard and saw people of that era. I saw myself in that era. I felt every ounce of pain and darkness and confusion the composer felt. It was very dark and creepy. It was the most amazing experience I've ever had! And as soon as I got to the part where I didn't know anymore and had to stop, my spirit came right back!
Ugh! I was so mad my brother never taught me more! At least for that moment! It was incredible.
When I listen to classical music, its not just back round noise. My spirit wants to go back to that time! My soul longs for it! I lived in europe! France for sure. One day I will have enough money to go over there and find out where I lived. My heart is there. Not here. No way. And that song moonlight sonata takes me back home. Along with some others. These song, I know them! My soul is comforted when I hear them. Its just amazing.
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
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Moonlight Sonata, I have 4 versions of it here in my house. I play the piano joyfully, but am untalented. Thanks for reminding me, I'll play it today!
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